She Ruined Me

by Cristina Hawke

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I took a plane to Arizona
With nothing but my thoughts to pass the time
I counted up the weeks we'd been waiting
All the times she said
She couldn't wait to put her lips on mine

We drove a straight line to Sedona
We even made it all the way to bed
I let her loosen all the ties that grounded me
And before I knew it
We were flying overhead

I woke up from a life
That hadn't been made for me
Not like she was made for me

Every time I touch myself
Years go by there's no one else
She left a legacy
I think she ruined me

Need her hand around my neck
Baby how could I forget
Locked up and took the key
That's how she ruined me

I took the plane back to my hometown
But I'd never be the same
After promising a lifetime
She never spoke to me again

I moved on, at least on paper
I swear I do the best I can
I’m blessed to have a wife who loves me
But I can't stop looking
For the high that I once had

What happened to that life
The one that was made for me
Just like she was made for me

Every time I touch myself
Years go by there's no one else
She left a legacy
I think she ruined me

Need her hand around my neck
Baby how could I forget
Locked up and took the key
That's how she ruined me

Ruin me ruin me ruin me ruin me babe
Ruin me ruin me ruin me ruin me baby
Ruin me ruin me ruin me ruin me babe
Ruin me ruin me ruin me ruin me baby

Every time I touch myself
Years go by there's no one else
She left a legacy
I think she ruined me

She got out just like a hit and run
I can finally see the damage done
Lost in her fantasy
That's how she ruins me

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released February 7, 2021

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